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Sweet memories, like little Hershey’s kisses, plop in my mind. I unwrap them, gently toss them into my mouth, and let them dissolve. The taste of those sweet memories make me feel warm and cozy, bringing a smile to my face and joy to my eyes. Bittersweet as well, knowing that those are times past…

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Time goes by so fast. I feel your arms around me, keeping me safe and making me feel whole, even though that never happened in real life. But your arms around me help when I’m feeling lonely and forgotten. I feel like curling into a ball. Maybe there is relief to be had in the…

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I wish you would give me more than just defeated stares. I am not too good for you. I want you bad. I want to feel the contours of your body: your muscles, skin, fat, and body hair. I desire you just as you are. I want to make you feel good because I do…

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I remember walking at night. Listening to music and watching the lights of the buildings. No people around. And it was good. It felt like another dimension of peace and loneliness. And it was good. I was comforted by your distant presence. Because I knew you were there. And when you were away, I knew…

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You were there, standing and waiting for me, like a groom waiting for his bride. Stupid tradition. I’ve never seen a good example of a marriage, marriage seems horrible, but I would gladly spend the rest of my life with you. We had our eyes on each other, we always did, that is why I…