Nothing 13

Time goes by so fast. I feel your arms around me, keeping me safe and making me feel whole, even though that never happened in real life. But your arms around me help when I’m feeling lonely and forgotten. I feel like curling into a ball. Maybe there is relief to be had in the…

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Nothing 12

I wish you would give me more than just defeated stares. I am not too good for you. I want you bad. I want to feel the contours of your body: your muscles, skin, fat, and body hair. I desire you just as you are. I want to make you feel good because I do…

Nothing 11

I remember walking at night. Listening to music and watching the lights of the buildings. No people around. And it was good. It felt like another dimension of peace and loneliness. And it was good. I was comforted by your distant presence. Because I knew you were there. And when you were away, I knew…

Nothing 9

You were there, standing and waiting for me, like a groom waiting for his bride. Stupid tradition. I’ve never seen a good example of a marriage, marriage seems horrible, but I would gladly spend the rest of my life with you. We had our eyes on each other, we always did, that is why I…

Nothing 8: My Diamond

You give me a warm feeling inside whenever I think about you. And it’s all the time now. You always make me feel young and pretty and immature and mature and hopeful. You melt my heart. I have never felt like that with anyone. You are a happy change. You are an amazing person. With…

Nothing 7

Returning home. After you yourself have changed but nothing and no one else has. The longer spent home, the more the recent experiences slip into a dream-like state, and they are no longer clear, but symbols. The old pains come back. The old emotions and longing that drowned me before I left to try to…

Nothing 6

It's hard seeing someone go. And it's painful knowing I'm too scared to say goodbye. I just hoped we could have seen each other face to face one last time, before you left. I wanted to smile at you again and stare at your wide and sensitive eyes. Even though we give each other anxiety,…

Nothing 5

Today is your birthday. I hope you are happy. I hope you have found your peace. I was never able to tell you how much you meant to me: You are the only person I’ve ever met that made me feel like I wasn’t all alone in this world. I thank you for that. So…

Nothing 4

I know you like my body. My waist is small enough for your hands to wrap around and touch your fingers. My thighs, hips, and ass are big enough to shake the world with your poundings. My chest just enough to be cupped by your strong, firm hands. I don’t mind showing my body to…